Saturday, June 30, 2007
NO STRENGTH TO MOVE AROUND
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had no choice but to watch transformer last night. YET i didnt managed to watch it at all. i was like just paying and just lying there all the while and went to the loo to puke twice. and to think i RAN to the loo cause i couldnt control when the vomit already reached the mouth.
after movie, felt real terrible and already limbs are wobbly. asked LL to send me to TTSH and LAO LYE and LK accompanied me there. Doc put me on a drip and gave me a jab. damn pain lo! so they waited for me like 4 hours ? poor thing. at least i was sleeping there.
well. APPRECIATE IT ALOT MAN! at least i wasnt alone there. Should i be so touched that tears should be running down my cheeks down. Ha.
im bored i guess. have been sleeping the whole day and my whole body's aching. headache's acting up again. the jab and drip area is in pain. fever seems to be coming back.
i think i better get back to rest cause i feel dizzy again.
Friday, June 29, 2007
OH DAMN I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING SICK. =(
i SERIOUSLY hate it!
1 more day @ home 'cause i'm SICK. i mean i love to be at home but not when i'm sick. the feeling SUCKS.
since yesterday, i have been running to the toilet whenever i'm conscious. only when i'm unconscious then will i forget about the stomach churning. my legs are wobbly due to the amount of times i have been running to the toilet.. every single thing i hate just comes out the next minute. even felt like throwing up, but i guess there's nothing else to vomit.
so i went to bed at 3 plus 4 finally last night after our k-box session. my lovely kind-hearted levonne took pity of me and took over my shift in the morning. thanks babe! appreciate it ALOT. waken up thrice by calls and smses. and each time i woke up, i felt like running to the loo. BUT i just hold it through, struggles alot and force myself back to sleep.
Eventually woke up @ 230pm. SURPRISINGLY again. just cant force myself back to sleep again. the churning was too much to take. but luckily my stomach's empty so i just couldnt bring myself to the loo..
so i went to the doc @ 3pm hoping the clinic is not closed. and i was lucky. but the journey there was hell, practically walking hunch-back cause it hurt too much. my usual family doc attended to me and said i had food poisoning and a mild fever. prescribed me some medicine and 2 days MC. but i guess i'll still go to work tmr. got lots of work to be done and i dont want to get hell on sunday.
guess what, the medicine taste like shit. and i always hated medicine. but well, its helping. bought myself some late lunch and i feel much better now. dont have the stomach churning so hard now. FINALLY.
started on Episode 1 of Heroes and going on to the next. had a little nap and maybe heading to town to watch Transformer. dont really feel like going but i promised and think kooch bought the tix. so i guess i've to go.
catch up later...
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
HAHA!
Joanne NEO. As you are dancing around the living room practising your volley ball stances, I'M here blogging about how funny you look man.
YOU LOOK FREAKING FUNNY.
LOL!
=( Just had a hair cut AGAIN on mon. supposed to trim my hair but when the 2 pig ass wants to cut their hair, i also hair-itchy wants to cut my hair. thats why i say cutting hair is contagious. up till now, nobody say its nice. people say i look like a boy. Haha. lots of them say they are not used to it.
we went home at 1 plus on mon after cutting our hair so when we had to wake up @ 5 to go to work yesterday. we were all freaking tired. lucky i have my "alarm clock" to wake me up. we finished our things and then i started helping erwin shift our things here and there so the painter can paint our office. and then, when i was filing the EOs, i realised there's blood on the papers. and found my thumb had a cut which i still dont know what caused it. wanted to go home at 4 but ended up going home at 7 cause we waited for LAO LYE AGAIN. went to Ajisen to have our dinner but damn i hate that place. eat abit and i already feel so freaking full. even to the extent of puking.
then i watched just 1 episode of Supernatural, and i already felt like sleeping. fatigue took over me and i went to bed at 11 plus. SURPRISINGLY. normally i'll continue to force myself to stay awake since i'm not working today but i couldn't. TOO TIRED.
and now im awake since 1pm. dont know why i woke up so early. just troubled over the smses. got over ZH and now a start of a new trouble. stuck in an awkward position again. have no idea what to do now. complicated situation that involves my relatives. what do i do ?
im in a mess again.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Met up with botak yesterday. returned him his vcds which i borrowed like 1/2 year ago and the best part is i didn't watch it at all. LOL. he came down to shang and in the end, took bus back to lot 1 with me & Biggy Ears. had our dinner @ LJS, his treat. Haha!
after Biggy Ears went home, 2 of us started talking about ourselves and our past. been a while since i had a open-hearted session with someone, and the last person i expected talking to was him. Ha! My 1st BF and one that somehow changed my life too. its kinda weird but still alright i guess. we talked for hours till 130 in the morning before i went home to catch up with my sleep. while he went home to stay awake 'cause he needs to book in in the morning. woke up a little too late so i had to pay 15 bucks myself for the taxi. SIAN.
today was supposed to be WH's birthday but i couldn't make it. but still, a happy 21st birthday to her!
KL's going Tioman tmr. Have fun!
i get so irritated and when i say this, i mean im really VERY irritated. today i scolded MY for being such a MJ freak and there she starts her USUAL defensive mode and say she didn't. in which i retorted that she IS 'cause she ALWAYS sms Biggy Ears to go play MJ. so she ended up with nothing to say. and when Alicia asked her whether she wants to play MJ or not, she said: "No, No reason why she dont want to play. Just dont want to play". and immediately the next min, she smsed KL that she can play. thought she really say wont play means wont play. Duh! Cant stand her already. Fed up and pissed off!
I HATE MAHJONG BIG BIG TIME!!!!! WHY CANT YOU GUYS JUST STOP PLAYING MJ!!! ARGH!
Friday, June 22, 2007
NEW OUTLOOK FOR MY BLOG
NEW LIFE
A FRESH START
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Just revamped my blog. give it new look. want some life in it instead of the usual black and white.
It was just a beautiful mistake, yeah it is...
IM BORED
SUPER BORED.
well. spent the last 2 nights @ ALICIA GONG GONG's house 'cause her parents were not around. LOL. there we were, 3 of us, 3 laptops and doing different things. Big Ears was actually playing her dumb audition dancing game (which was funny ass), then her Dota and finally slump herself into her world of supernatural. while i was there half playing GE and half watching Supernatural. AND, Joanna that Pig Ass Aka LAI PI GUI was all the way there watching Heroes and half way through, she was blogging bad things, about US. sitting there quietly with her MUSIC LOUD, DISTURBING us ALL THE WAY. KAY SIAO QUEEN. LOL!
so by the end of the 1st night, we were are all DEAD TIRED at 5 in the morning. so we all went to sleep. woke up at 3pm while pig ass woke up at 5 and finally the PIGGEST Big Ears woke up @ 6pm. i was already starving to death waiting for them to wake up.
and i think i'm going to be FAT real soon. been eating MacDonalds for the past few days. i think the Mac guy is going to get irritated by us pretty soon. HAHA
and finally we went home on thursday morning. i fell dead on my bed. having bad dreams now and then. Sorry XY! i'm so tired and lazy to travel far to meet you. Hee. forgive me ah! =)
today's work was CRAP. total crap. supposedly a fine sunny FREE day turned out totally different. all the way from morning till 4 plus, i was rushing things like mad. i was dragged out to help out with stateroom then lunch @ lily. totally left me no time to do my own things. got so much things to do. poor erwin was also running everywhere today and he didn't have time to do his things too. finally some things are done and i dont have to worry about. Screening done BUT that thing i still owe Sui Thong, i can only do tmr cause i want to go off at 4 today. AND i managed to do so. and there's BOOKING to be done.
Haii. what a boring life i lead.
Back to the same old boring life.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Its disheartening to find out so many things in 1 go.
I cant believe i fell once again into a trap.
Someone who forgets his promises.
Someone who can change so fast in just 2 months.
Someone who speaks differently to everybody.
I'll learn not to trust again. Especially not him anymore.
I am even beginning to hate him BUT i'm trying not to. Cause hatred usually springs from love.
I'll lead a better life from now on, prove to him that i can live even better without him and he should regret.
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Thats why i hate people who likes to make promises so easily. Why make it when you cant do it ?
Friday, June 15, 2007
IM COMPLETELY LOST
DROWNED IN TEARS.
AFTER I FINALLY REALISED I HAVE REALLY LOST YOU.
We were supposed to celebrate our 1st year anniversary this month 25 1/2.
But everything has really ended and there's nothing more that i can do anymore.
a Final Goodbye.
Thanks for everything you ever gave me. Sorry for everything i did.
