Thursday, May 31, 2007
before the war is going to start in a few hours time, i better blog some things before my blog goes dead again.
nowadays work is full of funny nonsense. just few days ago, we have idiots who get banned 'cause apparently she say she dont understand english and she dont know that she cant print voucher for her friend which is a pretty stupid excuse. therefore = Banned ! then on wed, a china jerk was caught, apparently he is cheating money out of his fellow china people. a real asshole cause he charge them 50 bucks EACH just for introducing them to shang. WTH~ i wonder where did his conscious went. how could he ? there's bound to be retribution for fuckers like these.
anyways, as i was saying, IISS is coming again and just in a matter of hours. i should be sleeping at this time and i'm going to VERY SOON. i'm going to stay in shang for the next couple of days, until the 7th to be exact IF the room is ready for us. DAMN the front office for losing our home use room request form, made me raise another one AGAIN. MORONS~ just finished packing my bag and played Grando Espada from like 5pm ? haha. anyway, i stocked up some movies on my hard disk to watch after i finish work. LOL... seems more like a holiday ah~
IM DEFINITELY NOT GETTING ENOUGH REST !!! and i wont be getting any for the next few days either. haii.. why am i torturing myself.
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well, i wonder sometimes we are just deluding ourselves. much things has happened lately, and problems come one after another. they pretty like to line themselves up and start showing up one after another, an irritating fact indeed. when i say its time to give up, have my heart really given up ? i really dont know. being single is definitely better for me but loneliness tends to take over sometimes, probably 'cause there was always somebody around when you needed them when you are attached. Now, things has changed and it wont turn back to the past. haii.. KL, i understand how you are going through, the feeling of not wanting to give up something that has been there for so long.. but i guess when its time to let go, we have to let go....
i wish i could also stop thinking about all this and lead back the simple single life....
Monday, May 28, 2007
i finally got my adobe photoshop back to my lappie BUT now i dont have the time to edit the photos. so sucks even after i edit the photos, i cant upload it to friendster 'cause TS might happen to see and know we have went to redang for 3 times!!!
anyways, redang was really great there isnt a day where we dont miss that place. dont mind the money spent on going there 'cause it was fabulous. so many photos we took there, so many people we know over there, so much experience we got there and so much fun we had over there. I MISS REDANG SO MUCH!
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my dear KL is going through lots of problems now. my dear girl, i know its hard for you but we'll always be there for you alright. kevin's really an idiot and a real bastard. how could he be so heartless. but to hell he goes okays. we love you all the same. =)
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okays, we finally managed to watch Pirates 3 on sat after we finish work. but i keep feeling like dozing off anytime 'cause i was tired and some parts were really draggy. and MY left halfway through the movie, which was pretty irritating. everytime she wants to watch movie with us, she'll either be quiet or show some attitude. always saying she's tired, as if we aint tired. Sat was the most awkard situation i ever got myself in. haii.. dont wanna elaborate further. just so freaking "FAN" now. Argh!
yesterday worked till 3 this morning. lucky Jo was there to help out and acc me. so we went for super late night supper before reaching home at 5 in the morning. slept till 4 plus and now i'm transferring shows from my laptop to hard disk. then, im going to install Grando Espada and meet Alicia, Jo and hopefully KL for dinner @ Suki !
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
months since i last updated. even think of giving up this blog.
mind and life in a mess.
indulging myself with movies over the last few weekends.
- 200 Pounds Beauty
-28 Weeks later
-Spider Man 3
- Bridge to Terabithia
- and last of all, Blades of Glory
amazing. i managed to watch so many movies.
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mind's in a mess. when i finally decided to give it up again, there he comes again. perhaps being alone is a much better choice. have no idea wad to do with my life. so tired.
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went to kbox with my bro, KL & JO yesterday. finally after so long, managed to sing my heart out and my mood's definitely changed for the better.
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I WANT MY PHOTOSHOP !!! i want to edit my photos ! tons of photos to edit. =(
