Saturday, April 29, 2006
i seriously would love to go on a holiday.
to relax. =]
Thursday, April 27, 2006
now now. i changed my blog address. dont think there's anybody else that will irritate me.
the people who i will inform abt this change of blog address, pls do not ever link me up. i dont want anybody else to know abt this. only this way i can keep my blog.
i have really enough of ppl who thinks themselves as the ultimate lecturer. i have been waiting to burst out and scold her. there's so many things i could have said but i refrained myself yet when i saw her blog, i felt like slapping her.
so i wont be going to jason/victor's bday next week. stuck at work as well as i dont feel like seeing her and her gd sister. people who only know how to talk with what they see at the surface of everything. because of her, i lost my touch to blog. i have nothing happy to blog abt yet i wasnt able to blog abt my unhappiness. what the fuck.
lets hope things will get better each day. but i guess its hard.
Monday, April 24, 2006
the title explains it all.
i cant even blog abt my unhappiness now. or ppl will start giving lectures. which is the last thing i ever need at this point of time. any more of extra comments that i dont need will make me start shouting.
if i can only blog abt my happiness and keep quiet abt my unhappiness, then i shall close down this dumb blog. i mean, whats the point of having a blog when you cant even talk abt how you are feeling now.
so this blog shall be down soon. or i shall change the address.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
i dont feel like working
the level of stress eating into me is too much that its killing me
im practically at the point of breakdown these few days that i cried out of anger and fustration
i can't believe that he has became my worst enemy at shang
i have beared with it for these few days trying to understand his stand. but enough is enough. its too much.
im not going to elaborate further 'cause this is going to cause any conflict between them. and its the last thing i want to do.
isaac say i made a wrong choice of telling her. maybe i did.
i feel like im losing my friends one by one.
i dont feel much concern from anybody and all i feel is pressure and stress.
tmr's my off day and i cant find a single person to go out with so im stayin home.
had a "lecturing" session by mark today. 'bout favoritism and lousy communication between clerks. what can i do. he dont even take the time to hear what i had to say.
i cant get to choose when to off 'cause there's nobody to take over me esp during weekends.
i cant go out 'cause i got no time and no friends to go out with.
i got no life at all nowadays.
just these 2 weeks have made me feel so depressed.
maybe i did made a wrong choice working here.
and i dont know why i have this blog. i cant write everything i feel here. haiiii
Monday, April 17, 2006
ok. i haven on my com for like the past 1 week definitely. everyday work from morning till night for 7 days. im DEAD BEAT. GOD DAMN tired. tmr i HAVE to put myself off. cant take it anymore.
well. just started full time @ shang on the 10th Apr. what can i say. a good and bad choice. the only good point is that i have at least found a full time job. the bad pointS which is too many to name covers any good point it has. the long working hours, the amount of stress, the pitiful amount of time i can slp and the constant irritation from everybody is driving me nuts really. everyday before i can have my 2-3 hrs of slp, i will keep thinking of what i have not done and what i have to do tmr and also plan how to teach KL the next day. i guess my brain cells are all probably dead by now.
and yeah, i just read KL's blog. one thing i dont like to work with friends is that things will surely turn sour. what isaac said is true, i might end up losing a fren if i get KL to come in. but at least she can get away from that damned place for the time being without worrying abt no $$. but im a work is work, friend is friend person. i dont like mixing things up. its like jess and rach, i can tell them straight and ask them to do things 'cause this is what the managers want. but to KL, i have to refrain myself in order not to spoil the friendship. so its tough. and with the amount of stress i get everyday from the bosses and casual labours, i will surely flare up someday.
lastly, as a full timer in shang now. i practically have NO time at all to slp so i dont even have to think about going out. whenever my part timer cant work, i have to slog my hearts out. work the whole day EVERYDAY. so whats with the OT im going to get ? i might even die first. this is just a joke though. and also, i got no time to reply smses, calls. haii. tell me what kind of life i have now. seems like after i finish with this blog, i feel like i have made a bad choice but nevetheless, i shall stick to it for the time being.
Fuck! only mon and sat off and i haven even get my medical checkup done.
Monday, April 03, 2006
went to JB yesterday. it was fun fun fun esp the Neway part. in case you dont know whats neway, its actually a replica of Kbox except its much nicer and cheaper but lesser songs than Kbox. but the place is fantastic really. the room we got was SO big and we had like 5 mikes in the room. damn shiok. the singing and the watching of them dance around the room.
alrights. back to the start. joanne ting, wen hou, hilman, vincent loh and me went in at around 1 plus. headed to City Sq to eat our lunch. Nissin Maggie Mee with Beef Steak, mushroom soup and Strawberry Snow Ice was wad i had. they had some toast as well. the bill ran up to abt 100 plus Ringgit. pretty ex actually. after lunch, we went to walk ard in the have-nothing City Sq. nothing to see. while we were in a shop, the guys said they wan to go play pool and after we get out of the shop, they were GONE. we were like "what the fuck", really leave us 2 girls and go play pool. so we decided to heck it and walk ard ourselves. we spent the time taking photos here and there with the funny things we found. Oh yah, just for you all's information, wen hou was the only 1 who had auto roam so the 2 of us were uncontactable unless we call them first. so after i start to feel the tiredness on my feet, we went downstairs to smoke. after 5 mins into the smoking, the 3 of them pop out of nowhere. hilman saw us outside. HAHA. and guess what ! they have been looking for us ever since we went and walk ourselves. they stood at the middle of the shpg ctr and look up in all directions but to no avail. HAHA. 'cause we were busy entertaining ourselves. HAHA. they even went to the information counter but lucky lucky! 'cause there was no one there. LOL! can you all imagine 3 guys looking for 2 girls aged 18 & 20 ? haha.
needless to say, they didnt had their fun as much as us. Ha. serve the 3 of you right for throwing us there and get ice cream yourselves without telling us.
anyways, at night we had our dinner at Da Ma Ba Sa (Big Malaysia Market-direct translation). haha. 11 of us ate ALOT. the bill was abt 200 plus ringgit. so each of us ard 31 ringgit including GIGANTIC size sugar cane juice. We had so much to eat and it was so freaking CHEAP compared to SG. after dinner, we went to Neway to sing.
Then, headed back to Zon Regency Hotel or something like that (previously Eden Hotel). vincent had a free room there. so the 5 of us squeezed in 1 pathetic bed. woke up at ard 12 plus in the afternoon. tired tired. had our lunch at the cafe over there. well. the hotel food practically SUCKS big time. cursed and swear at the food there.
And finally, im back to lovely SG. i'll miss the food there. alrights. im going back to concentrate on burning shows on CDs and clear some space on my poor hard disk. =]
P/S. if i have the time, i will edit the photos and post it here. Ha.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
wells. April Fool's over. probably the only trick i got today was Ms Chong KL. suddenly msged me something so weird till i was scratching my head. haha
felt like lazing today at home but yet i had to go shang cash out and fill up the Damned-it full time application form AGAIN. was crapping at office with them before heading to Cineleisure.
watched the 11.55pm show. i saw 1 pri sch fren, 1 sec sch fren as well as kat and jin long. haha. wad a coincidence! cine is really a place where EVERYBODY gathers. LOL
Ultraviolet is DAMN cool alrights. the way violet moves and kills amazes me. its fucking cool. lots of people told me it isnt nice, but i still like this type of show. there's this damn funny part i cant forget. wait till you guys see the show and i'll let you know which part.
anyways, im going to bed already 'cause im going JB with wen hou they all tomorrow. crazy bunch of people go JB so early. haha..
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Hello.
Its April's Fool.
have fun tricking people today.
Ultraviolet tonight with the rest.
God Damnit! im hungry and my stomach's growling.
