Wednesday, November 30, 2005
i FINALLY changed my hairstyle after so freaking long.
its like REALLY SHORT and DIFFERENT.
i must be out of my mind. but guess wad, this hair is definitely much EASIER to maintain. simple and i really look like a nerdy idiot now. Da Tou Wa Wa. oh my god.
had the impulse to cut my hair yesterday and went to straight after work to Reds to cut it . costed me a freakin 50 bucks. heart pain for my wallet. *sobs*
nvm. no more hair tangling. no more heavy hair locks. what i have is sleep longer ('cause my hair is so much shorter, i don't have to wash for SO long) . no need to use conditioner ('cause my hair's silky and nice now). i don't have to tie my hair for the time being ( wad a god damn relief).
Overall, im satisfied with my different outlook. =]
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
kept tossing and turning the whole night last night. something was bothering me so much that i couldn't really sleep.
i guess every relationship have tests and problems. couples quarrel over the slightest thing. i just didn't know it will come so fast.
no matter how much of I love you or sorry don't mean so much. prove it with action.
tell me why im so bothered by it. its just a small little thing but i just can't hold my anger.
anw. im surprised how news travel so fast. MY saw my friendster and congrats us. a surprise .
how nice will it be to be a baby. no worries...
Monday, November 28, 2005
been days since i updated. monday blues yet again. feeling damn tired, sleepy and aching everywhere.
friday's the kbox day. went with a bunch of people. quite fun but didnt enjoy THAT much probably 'cause of a day of work. went off ard 2 plus with angie the bitch and my sis. while the rest left in the morning i guess. active bunch of people. i guess i'm getting old. lol. just can't seem to enjoy that much anymore.
went to shang and work on saturday. turned out to be TIRING as usual. teased throughout the whole time. NVM. im used to it. close one eye. after work was the long awaited Harry Potter ! finally get to watch Potter again. The Triwizard competition ! !! the movie i want to watch most is Harry Potter and the Globet of Fire. Its like the best compared to the others. BUT the movie ain't as good as i expected really. i do agree LOTS of details has been neglected, not shown. and so, its kinda boring. BUT i managed to keep my eyes open throughout, while the whole lot of them enjoy sleeping in the cinema after a tiring day.
after the show, it was like 4 plus. and now i'm thinking, how the bloody hell did we end up at home at 6 in the morning. abit ridiculous thinking abt this. but nvm, we had a chaffeur, haha, mr tan ting sin who sent the CCKers home.
and lastly, the whole of sunday was spent at home. woke up @ freaking 12 plus in the afternoon. which meant i only had like 6 hrs of slp ?!? WTH man !?@! got addicted to the tv, thus, didnt managed to go back to sleep. Poor poor mich.
getting back to work. im so sleepy.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
lets talk about monday first. monday was zhiwei's birthday. oh wells. went to cine kbox to celebrate his birthday. was quite boring at the start but it got better eventually. all went ok till XXX's mother start calling and scolding. apparently, he's still mourning so he's not supposed to be celebrating birthdays or whatever occasion. but i guess everybody forgotten about it. so we kinda stayed on till the early wee hours which is like 5 plus to stop mother from beating son and etc. i was so freaking tired.
and as a result, i fell aslp the moment i reach home. it was like 545 in the morning ?? oh man. applied for leave 'cause i wasnt feeling good. who will be after feeling cold the whole day and didnt slp the whole night. and mr yeo was waiting all night for my sms or call. oh so poor thing. any guy who get me as their gf is so poor thing. 'cause im such a bad gf. hee.
i wanna catch harry potter and the goblet of fire. i have been saying this for dont know how many freaking times, be it in here or in the real world.
changed topic again. how should i celebrate my birthday. its also my 1st month anniversary with mr yeo. oh man. headache.
love's a trap ? then i'm fallin' into one. but it doesn't matter.
Monday, November 21, 2005
there's so much things that i want to blog.
firstly, last friday was probably the worst and the most unlucky day of my life. everything turned out wrong from morning. missed the train. escalater spoiled. late for work. got off the bus and it started raining. dropped my phone into the toilet bowl !!! voucher lost(eventually found yesterday). oh man. worst nightmare to happen everything in just a day.
sat turned out to be a very happy day. 'cause our happy little bride exchanged vows with mr teoh at amara hotel. the scene was so touching and so different. we had lots of experience seeing people get married at shang. but its a totally different feeling to see your friend get married. and our dear little bride was so touched, she cried while exchanging vows. hee. everybody was so happy that day. im waiting for photos to be uploaded from XY and HF. oh yah. we stayed on in their room after the dinner finished. lots of drinkers came after the dinner. to drink. mad people. and the girls were not exceptionally happy. i wasnt too. but everything turned out well. our hosts were great. and we reached home around 4 plus in the morning. =]
as for sunday. 20/11/05. a day i'll keep in mind. under all my sisters blessing and well wishes. im officially attached to my mr yeo. haha. i was pretending to hav a bf in friendster and whatever and who knows, everything turned real. my boy's real happy and i am too. =]
Friday, November 18, 2005
my ulcer's killin' the hell outta me.
and i keep biting it.
OUCH. I HATE ULCERS !
counting down to tomorrow 19/11/05 630pm.
The Official Marriage of Mr Teoh Tat Leong, Alvin & Ms Chen Xin Yi
@ Amara Hotel
i guess everybody or shld i say all our friends will be excited and happy. =]
those who have camera, pls bring it along. to take down this special moment of our friend. the 1st to get married among us.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
oh mans. im tired. haven been able to reach home before 10 these whole week. energy drained. something will always pop up and i'll have to stay out till 10 plus onwards then will i be able to rest on my comfy bed.
went to wisma yesterday with angie to meet up with my dumb dumb kor mr lee yong yee. mr big shot needs to 2 girls to acc him go have dinner and shop for his shirt to wear for this sat. the most important day for xinyi! =] wells. lucky he wasnt picky and he got taste to like what i chose. haha. or i'll kill him for being so gu niang, change so freaking long.
anw. these days are a bore. nothing much interesting happened. and its been raining and raining for the past few days. making me so sleepy everyday. (its just an excuse because im always sleepy). LOL !
argh. sometimes guys really get on my nerves. some being irritating enough to make it to the top 10 list of missed calls on my mobile. while some's always making me feel bad through his actions and words. what to do what to do. guys = headache !
Bless me with intelligence to get rid of the irritating one first.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
i have decided to clear my old problems before settling my current troubles.
get rid of the past problems bothering me for so long.
be brave. be yourself.
Monday, November 14, 2005
well. had a fun yet tiring weekend. busy busy. had a simply fantastic time cycling on friday. had a fcuked-up saturday working @ shang. i nearly burst with anger. but i didnt, WO REN!!!!
haha. everytime i go back shang and work, im always the unlucky one. new staffs always with me. or shld i say the ballroom was filled with new staffs. no one i can recognise except wee huat. farking shit lor. but nvm. WO REN ! wo ke yi ZAI REN ! but overall, it was alright. i'll see when to go back and play again.
im going crazy. yes i am. im confused. i dont know what to do. everytime i think abt it, i'll feel like hell. somebody tell me what to do. what to decide.
im not worth your attraction. i rather have you as my fren forever than a lover who may leave anytime.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Night cycling on 12/11/05
Time start : 1230am.
Time reached : 2am.
Starting point: Yew Tee
Ending destination: Bt Timah
Companion: SSSM ! joanna the dumb stranger
hahaa. we took freaking long to cycle from yew tee to bt timah. now im bloggin at my 2nd home. damn tired. damn sleepy. cant move a single muscle. oh mans. dead beat.
but it was damn fun. imagine the 2 of us resting. takin turns to have leg cramps. sitting at the middle of the journey taking pictures. to show our victory. we were 2 dumbass sitting by the roadside.
the last time we went night cycling, we were so lousy. keep stopping for rest. this time is MUCH better. better stamina. everything is better.
i feel like dying liao. eyes closing man.
wonder how we can get home later. hahahaha
long awaited nerdy look
yawn
Friday, November 11, 2005
oh yes ! its friday again. end of my working week once again. every week, i look forward to weekend. thinking of the fun and rest im going to get but i hate sundays. it just means the next day is monday, start of another new week.
next saturday, XY's getting married. excited hur~ time passes real fast. just a few months back, you just inform us of the solemnization and TADAH~ next sat's the final thing. =]
i love saturdays~ a good girl during weekdays & a bad girl during weekends. =]
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
another normal day of going to call people again and again. repeating the same procedure over and over again.
*sob* cut my long long nails. miss them so much.
i'm scared of somebody. of what he said. how i want to make things clear. tell him that i dont exactly have that kind of feelings for him. that i rather have him as a friend. how i really want to tell him i actually treat him as my buddy and hopes he wont be over-caring towards me.
im single but not available. waiting for the right one to come back. thats wad i said. haiii
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
i wanna change my blogskin. this is so not original.
haha. im getting addicted to photo editing again since my comp is ok now.
BUT i dont hav much photos to edit. duhz.
nvm. here are some that i did. im waiting for other photos from other cameras during the 4Beez reunion.
the reunion 2005
the girls
i was actually lookin at movie times. haha. candid shot by hidayat.
my dear piggy kailee finally got a job. i just realised you told me that you are going to diana's workplace to work. hee.. best of luck. and we'll TRY to go out before midnight though its kinda hard to accomodate everybody's timing. heee...
1st day of work for my banana too ! im going to wait for you to advise me on beauty issues. hee.
im going back to hell to play ard this sat. hopefully im the one playing and not the one played ard with.
i love my life now. un-disturbed. peaceful. less problems. less unhappiness. more smiles. more laughters. without the gang. though i miss my banana too. =]
Monday, November 07, 2005
alrights. let me recall what happened during the weekend.
met up with my dear bro lionel with angie for dinner and shopping. bought 1 cardigan, 1 jacket + 1 tanktop. woots~ been long since i last bought anything at all. oh wells. all this are clothes suitable for both my work and going out. *grinz*
as for sat. had a sudden craving for movie. so asked THE people out. THE people consists of XY, alvin, iz, LL, JJ, Fang, kooichi & andrew. kl couldnt join us 'cause we are always going out so late. always pass midnight. lol. watched Exorcism of Emily Rose. wells. its actually a true life story so its kinda alright. i wouldnt say its bad or good. quite on the average.
anw. after the movie, 4 of us consisting of iz, LL, kooichi & me went for DotA ! while waiting for computers to be available, we went to sit down somewhere nearby talkin rubbish and puffin non-stop. when comps were finally available, we played dotA from perhaps 3 or 4 plus till 6 plus in the morning. 2 games - DRAW ! LL & Kooichi VS iz & me. haha.
and after SO long, this shld be the 1st time in months ever since i last stayed out till dawn breaks and sun shining brightly. reached home ard 7 plus and doze off immediately the moment i hit the bed.
and the whole sunday spent at home sleeping and slacking ard. too tired to do anything.
Oh ya. yesterday was darren's birthday. he dont read my blog so whatever i write here, he cant see. but nvm since i already wished him right on dot 12am or slightly earlier or later ? someone i'll never ever forget. =] happy 21st birthday. though its kinda mood drenching to be in camp on your 21st birthday.
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks.
Friday, November 04, 2005
this week is such a fantastic week. its like i work 1 day and rest 1 day. freaking shiok. 2 public holidays but i spent it at home slping, watching vcds or playing the sims.
oh wells. i just remembered. went to night cycle with jo the dumb stranger on mon night. imagine 2 girls in the middle of the night cycling. haha. we didnt have the stamina so we keep stopping. and finally stopped at sunshine place to hav supper and a long break. we then cycled to my sec sch den back to her hse. by the time we reach her hse, it was drizzling slightly. thank goodness we went back at the right time. our body were aching and my buttocks were really in pain. tt dumbo stranger better not cycle on the road, she NEVER watch for traffick lights and cars. haha. and nearly kenna run over by a taxi. HAHA. she even had time to hand sign the taxi driver sorry. haha.. but it was pretty fun. though im still aching from mon till now. =]
yesterday was grandpa's birthday. went to a coffee shop below his block to eat. and very "luckily", my slippers gave way in the middle of the dinner. spoiled my whole mood to go out after the dinner. so in the end, went back home.
as for today's program. a house warming party cum bbq at my aunt's condo. warren @ CCK. feel like going shopping. lots of things to buy but got to save money. how sad~
someone's really irritating the hell outta me.
