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Thursday, March 31, 2005

i came across tis one the web.. well.. its quite true. .so think abt it guys.. n it helps wid yur thinkin..

The difference between CAN and CANNOT are only three letters. Three letters that determine your life's direction.

Being positive or negative are habits of thoughts that have a very strong influence on life.

Positive and negative are directions. Which direction do you choose?

Positive thinking is expecting, talking and visualizing with certainty what you want to achieve, as an accomplished fact.

Riches, mediocrity and poverty begin in the mind.

Reality is the mirror of your thoughts. Choose well what you put in front of the mirror.

The mind is the decisive factor in your life, but who decides for the mind?

A positive attitude brings strength, energy and initiative.

To think negatively is like taking a weakening drug.

Positive thoughts are not enough. There have to be positive feelings and positive actions.

When you say, "I can't" and expect the worst, you become weak and unhappy.

When you say "I can", and expect success, you fill yourself with confidence and happiness.

Being resolute, decisive and courageous in small matters and in big ones is being positive.

You can close the windows and darken your room, and you can open the windows and let light in. It is a matter of choice. Your mind is your room. Do you darken it or do you fill it with light?

Positive thinking and negative thinking are attitudes. They are points of view, and the way one tackles his affairs.

Suppose you stand at a crossroads, one way leads to a desert and the other one to lush meadows, which way do you choose?

Clear thoughts produce produce clear results.

Positive thinking evokes more energy, more initative and more happiness.

Train your mind to think in terms of 'possible' and 'can be done'.

When you have control over your thoughts, you have control over your life.

Happy thoughts attract happy people into your life.

Happy thoughts fill your life with happiness.

When you change your habitual thoughts, it is like changing the direction of a train.

Affirm the positive, visualize the positive and expect the positive, and your life will change accordingly.

When there are difficulties and you feel down, this is the time to visualize, think and expect the positive.

Do not let circumstances influence your thoughts and moods. By rising over them mentally, you will eventually rise over them materially.

Fill your mind with light, happiness, hope, feelings of security and strength, and soon your life will reflect these qualities.

Reading inspiring quotes uplifts the mind.

Repeating inspiring quotes during the day, helps to cope better with with every situation that arises.

The power of positive thinking is like a car with a powerful engine that can take you to the summit of a mountain.
Inspiring quotes and phrases are like vitamins to the soul.


Happiness is within you. When you stop the chatter of the mind and expel your worries and fears you find out that happiness surfaces from within you.

Happiness is not something far away and unattainable, and it does not depend on circumstances.

Happiness is one of the most important treasures. It is within your precious soul. All you have to do is dig it out and enjoy it.

There is no need to search for happiness or to create it. There is no need to undergo all kinds of outer experiences in order to feel it. On the contrary, everything has to be dropped in order to experience it.

Happiness is always here, but covered by thoughts, desires and fears.

Happiness comes from within.

Your attitude decides whether you are happy or not. You can change your attitude.

Happiness is a state of mind. More correctly put, it is the state beyond the mind.

It is our attitude that makes us feel happy or unhappy.

Your thoughts and worries hide away your happiness.

If you smile while you talk, you make people happy.

A calm and detached mind is the gate to true happiness.

Happiness is experienced after a problem has been solved, a fear has disappeared or after realizing a desire. At this moment the mind is released from it fears, worries and desires and becomes quiet, letting the happiness emerge.

Look at the happy side of life, and you will develop the happiness habit.

Learn to laugh. This will make you feel better.

Focusing your mind on everything that you do increases your control over your mind, which makes it easier for the inner joy to manifest.

Your inner nature is bliss and joy. Clean your mind and you will find this treaure within you.

When you wake up from deep sleep you feel happy. This is because the mind was quiet. If you are able to make your mind quiet in your waking hours you will experience happiness.

Each day do something to make you feel happy until it becomes a habit.

Cheerfulness is contagious. Choose cheerful people for your friends and you become cheerful too.

Sharing and accepting other people's happiness increases our own happiness.

Choose happiness, concentrate on happiness and you will find it everywhere.

Let the joy in your heart overflow and water everyone you meet.

Pleasure comes from the outside, happiness from the inside.

-Signed Off @ 5:12 AM

well.. i just got another bad news.. lecturer is goin ta fail me fer mah comp hardware... which sux so much... i guess tis time im goin to fail 2 modules... VB n Comp Hard.. so i betta do well fer mah maths n dig cir.. i dun wan to repeat so mani again.. im alreadi havin tots of quittin poly AGAIN... but its no wise.. wasted too many yrs .. im not young anymore..
went fer a ktv session wid KL , KN and 2 other guys.. one of them is KN online fren frm JD.. well.. nothin much to comment abt them.. but overall the session was gr8t.. tts y i lovE kTv sooo much.. hee..


went ta study wid KL at lot 1 mac jus now.. saw cherylene n jessica... chatted a while. .tok abt our lives now.. n off they go to Zouk.. after studyin saw anthony n rong de.. wad an coincidence.. see so mani sec sch frens in one nite.. weird..


anyway.. thinkin whether wan to go Black on sat.. KN was sayin abt goin Black.. so im wonderin whether i wan to go not.. cus it seems so long ever since i last clubbed..

some guys r just idiots.. when pretty gurls go n noe them.. dey jux get so hyper.. i wonder y.. wad if those gurls r jux usin other gurls foto to fool them.. tts the prob wid the online world.. peepz can jux pose off as another person so easily... i dunno whether ta say dey r jux plain dumb or wad.. GUYS~!!! WAKE up yur mind... OPEN yur eyes.. USE yur brains n think.. pretty gurls who come n noe u online sayin dey r pretty or sexy or wadever cant b tt decent... so y bother wastin yur damn it time on them.. unless ya too despo or too ugly den i got nothin to say.. or its jux becus dey r pretty.. den i shld say U choose to noe peepz by their bloody LOOKS.. though its none of mah business.. i still wan to say... anyone who wans to comment against me sayin all tis.. esp guys.. jux use yur brains to think abt wad i said.. whether its true not.. if u still cant get it into yur mind.. den too bad.. its MAH blog.. i wan ta write anythin is MAH prob.. FUCK OFF mah blog if u dunch like wad u see here..

Peepz.. dont bother abt me.. im jus doin mah usual complainin .. i dont nid any consolin abt me failin mah modules.. cos im USED to it.. life just sux.. i just cant b like everyone.. bein the good gurl goin ta sch everyday.. im just so rebellious.. i dont like ta b like everyone.. im weird.. im always the one doin the last min studyin.. printin notes n past yr papers at the last min.. goin ta mah frens fer help on the modules.. well.. at LEAST i bother to study fer mah papers k.. i DUN like ta find excuses fer myself.. so i admit tt i am LAZY.. but who cares.. at least im not those type of peepz who just kip findin xcuses fer their laziness..

oh ya.. here's a foto of me & piggy lee wearin formal.. though can onli see ta collar.. hee...


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cute hur~

-Signed Off @ 2:19 AM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

i guess im goin to fail another module... VB... my proj is incomplete.. i din go fer my assig 1 interview... and there's a sub paper for vb tml.. awww~ how bad can it get.. cus i din go fer the assig 2 interview today too... i totally dun understand a single thing.. so i guess im jus dead..

recently i hav been dreamin of a guy.. the same guy every time.. he's jus ta perfect guy tt i wan.. the guy of my dream.. makes me wan ta slp forever jus to see him... but dreams r always dreams.. wake up to reality shld b wad i shld do..

SIA is recruitin air stewardess!!! my dream ambition... to fly all over the way... capture all the different countey's night scenery is my dream.. but... sad to say.. they got requirement statin diploma n better qualification.. aww~ so sad.. means i still gotta wait till i finish my poly n get the damn it diploma.. just so sad...

it sucks when u gotta squeeze in a bus standing wif so mani other peepz.. but it gives u a chance to straighten out ur tots too.. esp when u r on the bus lukin out of ta window.. lukin at the scenery.. somehow it just brings u to a scene familiar in ur mind.. well.. it works tis way fer me..

-Signed Off @ 4:15 PM

Sunday, March 27, 2005

its alreadi sunday.. end of another week.. exams drawin near.. jux ended a day of relli hard work.. normal pay wid double job... one person wid 2 roles.. argh... fuck it.. dun wanna elaborate..

well.. thurs went ta watch the eye 10 wid mah lovable frens.. horror show cum comedy.. some parts r damn hilarious.. saw the trailer fer Infection.. tts mah next target... zombie like shows appeals ta me... but im still scared.. be4 i reach hm while on RY car, i was alreadi dead beat n slpin like a pig..
oh ya.. i spent mah gd fri slpin thru... onli ta wake up in the nite.. starin at the comp fer a few hrs be4 poppin bac to slp... and den work @ 7am yest..

now piggy lee is slpin in my hse... while i am bloggin.. n my eyes r closin so im goin to dreamland pretty soon too... tml mite b goin to causeway point fer while.. mayb... cus i gotta rush mah vb proj.. n oso report fer dig cir.. oh my.. god bless me on easter day....

HAPPY EASTER TA EVERYONE WHO's READING TIS~!!!

-Signed Off @ 3:46 AM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

now at ray yee hse again~ his hse ma chiam chalet liao.. always come his hse.. now wid piggy yun in his rm.. watchin ren wo ao you... got toro~!! shuai ge~!!! sian... haven been slpin well cus of my vb proj.. i tink im givin up on my dig cir mini proj.. cus its like onli 15% n i got to struggle so much.. after my projs, im goin to relax a while .. den im goin to study hard hard fer my 2 papers... haii... stressed up~!!

-Signed Off @ 5:21 AM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

argh~ im relli goin mad.. 2 projs dateline on thurs n fri... my god.. alreadi wasted today liao... now rushin the vb assig.. but dun understand a bit.. now im strugglin.. n watson is helpin me.. thank goodness..


now still at RY hse wid KL and KN... yest went ta KL hse.. den RY bring us go JB eat.. eat prata.. after tt went bac to RY hse cus KL wan ta print notes..


more updates when im free... STRESSED~!!!!

-Signed Off @ 8:27 PM

Two people with two separate lives,

Two minds living in two different worlds.

Two worlds that are felt,

that are seen in the eyes,

In the eyes of one boy and one girl.

Two worlds. Two people with two hearts.

They know their worlds are apart.

Two worlds with one wish under the sun,

One wish that two worlds will be one.

Two worlds. Two souls with one destiny.

Two loves that were meant to be.

Two paths intertwined into one road.

Someday, theyll have each other to hold.

If you look close, I think youll find

That those two worlds are yours and mine.

And even though were worlds apart,

Your whole world is in my heart

-Signed Off @ 2:23 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005

im reli goin mad... ahhhh~!!! VB sux big time.. y does it hab ta b sooo damn it complicated..


anw.. was late fer maths jux now.. 835am den reach.. haha.. but who cares.. dun giv a damn fer tt TAY... mah maths is oso dyin cus i haven even revisin..


now at RY hse.. n he's slpin like a pig.. make me feel like slpin too~!! sooo slpy~!! waitin fer KL to come den she can study n i can do mah vb proj.. but be4 tt.. gotta eat cus im hungry~!!


JUFRI~!!! if ya readin tis entry.. like i ALWAYS sae... if ya wan me to understand wad ya r writin in ur blog.. blog in ENG la.. how u expect me ta understand malayu ???

-Signed Off @ 11:48 AM

Sunday, March 20, 2005

awww~ sunday.. end of another week.. went ta work yest n it was damn it boring.. left work at 5 cus i was too bored.. went ta bishan n mit iz n jess.. watched Cinderella Story... damn nice... romantic.. after tt went ta mit the rest cus they wanna study... ray yee came n pick me n jess up ta jalan besar eat dim sum.. oh.. cant b compared to JB one actualli.. i wanna go JB n eat again eh... see tis few days go n eat.. haha...

actualli was supposed ta work today.. bt becus my right eye is growin pus so din go... it better recover soon.. cus its painful! oh man.. im jux reminded tt i got 2 projs to b handed up in tis thurs n fri.. mah vb haven even start cus i noe nothin at all.. die! n there's maths tml.. aww~ i hate seein tt bitchy TAY... cus her teachin sux n she's fuckin bias!

shld b mitin kailee study tis week. . i betta buck up cus exams r NEAR~!

-Signed Off @ 9:21 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005

oh well.. its jux another normal friday.. as usual... i din go fer sch AGAIN~!!! haii... i hope i wun get de debarrment letter.. but i jux cant help it eh.. always dunch hav de determination to go ah.. awww~ haven started on mah vb proj n i noe not a single thingy abt dig cir mini proj man.. oh ya.. arranged de thingys bought frm IKEA... n i find tt mah roomie is soooo small ah~! cus i share wid mah sista.. but managed to squeeze everythin in after takin out mah useless table.. well.. haven been mitin up wid mah usual clique of frens fer a few daes.. i wonder when we r gonna mit up.. fat hope fer tml n sun cus i gotta work! oh ya!! watched de 9pm show jux now.. 1/2 romance last episode eh... damn nice ah! so romantic.. tis proves tt gurl nid not b pretty to find gud guys eh.. jux hav somethin called .. inner beauty~ yesh!

oh ya.. glanced thru a few peepz bloggie.. n find tt a blog can b deadly.. a fren told me a few gurls created a bloggie jux to scold a gurl dey dun like.. n the way dey scold, awww... is jux too terrible.. even to de extent of slut n whore! my god.. oso other than tt.. i think i heard abt other probs abt some peepx bein emo n den writin abt others on her blog.. awww... i dunno wad ta say..

-Signed Off @ 11:32 PM

went to ikea wid RY, YH & KN... woah~ supposed to b RY shoppin fer his things.. end up after walkin ard... i was de one who bought de most thingys.. my gosh.. bought a clothes rack, clock, rug, hangers, n 2 more other thingys i dunno how ta describe... now i can hav a lil makeover fer mah rommie.. yesh~ oh man... im a lil addicted ta IKEA eh.. its so fun walkin ard thinkin wad will luk nicie in mah roomie.. tml got to arrange the thingys i bought.. after tt went ta JB eat mee tiao kway.. nicie niceee~ more makan marathorn ta come soon enuff... perhaps tis few daes.. go JB n eat eat eat... hmmm... din go fer sch today as usual... lata there's lessons frm 9-12.. oh well.. gotta see tt AU again... he betta stop naggin at me cos im sick n tired of his "counselling".. tts all fer todae folks..

-Signed Off @ 4:36 AM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

actualli havin a hard time tryin to create a blog.. well.. blame it on me not hard workin enuff to b attentive or even go fer klasses on html.. haha.. but im pretty sure i will make a nice blog.. tts all folks.. chaoz.. get back to creatin my bloggie..

-Signed Off @ 12:06 AM